“But when you give to the needy, do not let your
left hand know what your right hand is doing, so that your giving may be in
secret. Then your Father, who sees what is done in secret, will reward you.”1
I remember my first Christmas adventure with
Grandma. I was just a kid. I remember tearing across town on my bike to visit
her on the day my big sister dropped the bomb: "There is no Santa
Claus," she jeered. "Even dummies know that!"
My Grandma was not the gushy kind, never had been. I
fled to her that day because I knew she would be straight with me. I knew
Grandma always told the truth, and I knew that the truth always went down a
whole lot easier when swallowed with one of her "world-famous"
cinnamon buns. I knew they were world-famous because Grandma said so. It had to
be true.
Grandma was home, and the buns were still warm.
Between bites, I told her everything. "No Santa Claus?" she
snorted...."Ridiculous! Don’t believe it. That rumor has been going around
for years, and it makes me mad, plain mad!! Now, put on your coat, and let’s
go."
"Go? Go where, Grandma?" I asked. I hadn’t
even finished my second world-famous cinnamon bun.
"Where" turned out to be Kerby’s General
Store, the one store in town that had a little bit of just about everything. As
we walked through its doors, Grandma handed me ten dollars. That was a bundle
in those days. "Take this money," she said, "and buy something
for someone who needs it. I’ll wait for you in the car." Then she turned
and walked out of Kerby’s.
I was only eight years old. I’d often gone shopping
with my mother, but never had I shopped for anything all by myself. For a few
moments I just stood there, confused, clutching that ten-dollar bill, wondering
what to buy, and who on earth to buy it for.
I thought of everybody I knew: my family, my
friends, my neighbors, the kids at school, the people who went to my church. I
was just about thought out when I suddenly thought of Bobby Decker. Bobby
Decker didn’t have a coat. I knew that because he never went out to recess
during the winter. His mother always wrote a note, telling the teacher that he
had a cough, but all we kids knew that Bobby Decker didn’t have a cough; he had
no good coat. I fingered the ten-dollar bill with growing excitement. I would
buy Bobby Decker a coat!
I settled on a red corduroy one that had a hood to
it. It looked really warm, and he would like that. "Is this a Christmas
present for someone?" the lady behind the counter asked kindly, as I laid
my ten dollars down. "Yes, ma’am," I replied shyly. "It’s for
Bobby."
The nice lady smiled at me, as I told her about how
Bobby really needed a good winter coat. I didn’t get any change, but she put
the coat in a bag, smiled again, and wished me a Merry Christmas.
That evening, Grandma helped me wrap the coat in
Christmas paper and ribbons (a little tag fell out of the coat, and Grandma
tucked it in her Bible) and wrote, "To Bobby, From Santa Claus" on
the box.
Grandma said that Santa always insisted on secrecy.
Then she drove me over to Bobby Decker’s house. She parked down the street from
Bobby’s house, and we crept noiselessly and hid in the bushes by his front
walk. Then Grandma gave me a nudge. "All right, Santa Claus," she
whispered, "get going." I took a deep breath, dashed for his front
door, threw the present down on his step, pounded his doorbell and flew back to
the safety of the bushes and Grandma. Together we waited breathlessly in the
darkness for the front door to open. Finally, it did, and there stood Bobby.
Fifty years haven’t dimmed the thrill of those
moments spent shivering, beside my grandma, in Bobby Decker’s bushes. That
night, I realized that those awful rumors about Santa Claus were just what
Grandma said they were: ridiculous. Santa was alive and well, and we were on
his team. I still have the Bible, with the coat tag tucked inside: $19.95.2
Suggested prayer: Dear God, you were the ultimate example
of love and generosity when you sent Jesus to earth to be born as a baby. Without
this most precious gift, there would be no hope for humanity. I pray,
especially this season, that you would use me to help those in need, not for earthly
recognition or gain, but to shine your light as bright as it did the night Jesus
was born. May my words and actions glorify and honor you. In Jesus’ name, amen.
Matthew 6:3-4 (NIV).
Author Unknown.